Worthless,

I returned alone,

silence in the lonely,

carve your shadow,

that's all I can do.

I know,

i'm not worth it,

i'm not important, to you

not for now,

for tomorrow,

or even forever.

Did you know?

I wanted to shout,

i wanted to rebel,

i'd love to say what I feel,

including, grief tonight.

However, I tried to think about it again.

Turns out, I had promised,

will not give up, though very tired.

so sick, indeed.

what can say? I have spoken.

Can only wait,

an uncertain wait.